“My purpose is to____ today.”
26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words: “In five years, will this matter?”
“I am thankful for ___.” Today I accomplished ____.
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NO TALK, NO MISTAKE. I know.
BUT fck, after a long long time, you're the only guy that's making me go GaGa again. What now?!
I HATE YOU!
And know what?! SOME OTHER GUY might even give me those fuckin lilies which make it twice as sad and twice as less special, because he's NOT you. :(
When I got older, things changed. There were no more going visiting Ninongs and Ninangs around Bulacan. Though we still go to Paltao, it wasn't as fun as when we were younger--I do not know if puberty has something to do about it. And when we go home, the only lights on are the ones usually lighted on normal days. And instead of playing Bingo with the rest of the gang, we head straight to bed and if we are in the mood the four of us talk of what's happening in our lives. Updating, you know.
This year, I am hoping for a better celebration of the birth of Christ. We, Fajardos, are going to heat up Paltao with our hot red attire (srsly, I'd rather spend Christmas day in Taal).
Having no good food and gifts/aginaldos are not going to stop me from having fun! Mahirap na ang buhay, naiintindihan ko. But they are not the essence of a true celebration of Christmas--it's about being one with your family in welcoming the Son of God in your lives. Lezz enjoy the season and HAVE FUN!:)
YOU. I am sorry that the only time we can talk is every vacation.
YOU. I am sorry that I pay you no attention whenever I'm too busy at school.
YOU. I am sorry that I did not reply to your messages when you were so worried about me.
YOU. I am sorry that I only come to you when I do not have anything to do.
YOU. I am sorry that I am missing you right now.
YOU. I am sorry that I do not know exactly what I'm feeling for you.
YOU. I am sorry that I hurt you many times over and I never learned.
Now, if you are trying to get back on me, sorry, I am fragile--I break down easily and you wouldn't enjoy crushing me.
Thanks Google! |
Isa sa pinaka-ayaw kong feeling sa mundo ay ang feeling ng pagluwas ng sobrang aga!
I had only been to Tagaytay once during a field trip. It was way back elementary. I can't remember anything that made that field trip memorable except for the souvenirs I bought and the Palace in the Sky (i remember).
Aba'y akalain mong makakabalik pala ulit ako dun sa hindi inaasahang pagkakataon!
Nov. 12, 2010. 3:00pm
1 New Message
Samuel Rios: Pwede ba kayo Tagaytay ngayon?
Janina talking to Alix
Janina: Alix, game ka Tagaytay? Now after ng meeting.
Alix: e I have to study for Eco pa... Uwi rin ba? Til what time?
Janina: Ok, I'll ask.
Janina replying to Kuya Sam
Janina: Kuya, mga what time raw tayo makakauwi? Sinu-sino? What time ba tayo alis?
Samuel Rios: Pwede ba kayo ng 4? Tayo lang, kasama si Adrian. Wala pa siguro 10 nakabalik na tayo UST.
Janina told Alix Kuya Sam's reply
Alix: E you are going to teach me Eco when we get back.
Janina: Sure! Yun lang pala eh!
Janina replying to Kuya Sam
Janina: Kuya Sam, we're going!
So let the spontaneous Tagaytay trip begin!
The traffic on our way to Taguig to pick up Kuya Adrian is breaking our heads and patience, especially Kuya A's.
Kuya A: Sam, asan na ba kayo?!
Sam: Dito na sa McKinley Hill
Actually, we were just about to pass Resorts World. LOL
After the long wait, we finally arrived at Kuya A's workplace, then head straight to our destination. But our luck looks like its having its toll--the highway doesn't even an inch like a highway--HEAVY TRAFFIC!
To kill time, we had this Heart Talks 101 with Kuya A being the presider. Everything he told us really worked for me, especially the not-to-put-my-arm-up-when-a-man-is-sitting-beside-me advice. Our two Kuyas even have evaluation of me and Alix
Kuya A: Ikaw Alix, napapansin ko bukaka ka nang bukaka. Hindi maganda yon.
Kuya S: Oo nga, Alix!
Kuya A: Ikaw naman Janina para kang bata. Kaya madali kang maloko! Parang gustung-gusto mo pa naglalaro ng Barbie!
Kuya S: Masyado kang friendly, ineng. Baka di mo alam natatake advantage ka na!
The traffic made us hungry so we stopped in Petron to have a snack. (Oh! I remember highschool retreat!) After the McDo treat, we were ready to go back to our road trip/food partey.
Kuya Sam seems to be so familiar with all the shortcuts around Tagaytay, because we drove into this dark subdivision that doesnt even look like a subdivision--the roads are like pilapil in Pulo (the place we usually go for biking).
Kuya Sam was horsing around scarring me and Alix. He was turning off the lights and opening the window while we were passing through the pilapil road. Here's the thing: beside us was a cemetery. :/ But I wasn't scared of seeing ghosts at all (though, I'm afraid that if ever I'd see one it would follow me back home) because there's four of us and the more the braver I am. What scares me is the "unexpected" or what you call accident. I had once before and I don't wanna relive the scenes again, nor have my parents fetch me up in a hospital without even knowing I was going to Tagaytay. That would be a DOUBLE WHAMMY for me!
Photo credits to the person who posted this in Google. Tagaytay's Carlos' Pizza |
Kuya Sam |
Kuya Adrian (Imagine this guy giving advices about love and all that) |
Me and Alix |
This is not a very serious post. You don't have to panic and call the police after reading this. >:)
On our way to Manila, Euniece (my cousin) and I rode the Baliwag Transit. As I pay 100Php to Manong Konduktor, I noticed that he was staring. I thought that there was a problem and asked, "Kuya, may problema po ba? (Kuya, is there any problem)" Instead of answering, he winked. *goosebumps* O_o If that did not creep you up, her's more...
When he was about to go to the other passengers, he whispered, "Kung bata-bata lang ako niligawan na kita.(If I am younger than my age, I would definitely woe you)"
Geeezzzz. A 60+ y/o manong telling me these things?!! What is happening to the world?!!!
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On our way to Bulacan, agaiu, we rode the Baliwag Transit. Due to lack of seat, I had no choice but to sit beside the driver and Euniece at the back. When the Kuya Konduktor was about to do his job, he told me to wave my hand because I was their muse. Meh. :/
After issuing tickets and collecting fare, he sat next to me and started the conversation.
Kuya Konduktor: Kapatid mo ba yung nasa likod (Is the girl at the back your sister?"
J: Hindi po...pi-- (No, cou--)
KK: Gelpren mo ba? Gelpren? (Is she your girlfriend?)
J: Naku, hindi po! Pinsan ko po yan. (Oh no! She's my cousin)
KK: Ah.. Laki kasi ng boses mo pre eh. (Ahh. Big voice you got there, bro)
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Just WTF?! Hahaha. Whatta experience!
Okay, when I joined the Samsung Galaxy shit, this boy helped me in promoting my effin entry. I am returning the favor.
Kevin Cortez and Celine Villafuerte |
I am a Post Crosser because I joined Post Crossing. hihihi.
For more information visit this site.
Last Thursday, I bought 5 post cards to be sent to 5 countries: Taiwan, Netherlands, Germany, Russia, and USA. And on Monday, hopefully, tatay will send them on air already. I hope the persons I send this post cards to are kind that they would enter my code so I can be a finalist in receiving post cards too!
Effin resolution. Loser webcam |
Lookie here, it's my profile. May AV na ako ngayon! |
P.S.
If you are in any part of the world and you are reading this post right now, do not hesitate to send me post cards. hihihi. I would gladly welcome and collect those. Comment you're email address on this post if you wanna know my address.
Let those post cards flying!
It's past 9 in the morning and I am on my way to Manila. Tomorrow is a new start--2nd sem of my 2nd year in college. I thought I am too early to leave Bulacan, but it turned out to be that the day was just enough for the break's last hoorah!
King One is located along Macapagl Highway, across the World Trade Center |
Most of the food are in the form of ball--fish ball, meat ball, mozzarella fish ball, squid ball, oyster ball, meat sandwich ball, many other balls (but not the ball-ball you know. hehehehehe >:P). There are also in the form of meat--lamb, bacon, beef maki, etc--vegatables--water crest, kangkong, different mushrooms, etc--fish--fish lips, fish cake--and shrimp.
Fish Cake (It looks tasty but looks can be deceiving!) |
I love seeing my name being posted on many surfaces...
Lookie here, I am a member of a Secret Society without me knowing! How cool is that?! |
I am one of my featured friend's featured friend. How cool is that?! |
I am someone else's inspiration to her quotable quote! How cool is that?! |
I am even mentioned secretly. hihi. :3 How sweet is that?! Now, are you brave enough to make me happy and put my name atop of your <3? |
Who said video games are over?
4.5/5
If I were asked to make a review, Id probably choose this movie! It's another film based on a graphic novel series Scott Pligrim by Bryan Lee O'Mailley (ngayon ko lang nalaman!).
You guys might have seen Michael Cera on many other movies as nerd/gay (in Juno) teenager who is a loser to love. In this movie, he is different--a shaggy haired bassist of their band Sex Bomb Omb. The only thing not changed is his HOTNESS. hihi.
The movie opens with a video game theme song. It's kinda turn off at first (especially to those who don't have any idea about this, like me) but like what I always advice: Don't judge anything until you finish it. The plot of the movie is realized only when you get to the middle of the movie. Initially, I thought this would be two hours of nonsense...like 'what have i gotten myself into?' As mentioned earlier, the film is based on a graphic novel and the good thing about it is it was a comic-ish movie. Plus, the video game theme is a hit--like how it was when it was first released. I love it!
As much as I don't want to spoil you, I will tell you the movie's plot (para sa inyo rin 'to!). Scott (Michael Cera) will fight the League of Seven Exes for Ramona Flower's (Mary Elizabeth Winstead) love. Awwww. Look at how romantic the plot is (though, it wasn't boldly illustrated in the movie). Kudos to the writers!
This is Ramona Flowers. Scott's dream girl. I love her style. Colored hair. In the movie, she dyed her hair three times! Pink. Blue. Green. It's cool that it doesn't look bad after all--like jeje bad. Ramona's a bad guy magnet. hihi. She dated 7 EVIL guys (me isang tomboy na naligaw, considered guy pa rin). :/ I love Lucas Lee and Todd Ingram out of her 7 exes!
Todd Ingram played Daniel Shaw in Chuck, just so you know. hehe.
That is Knives Chau over there. She is Scott's 17-year-old girlfriend when the movie opened. I love her character! That's why, without the exemption of Cera's hotness, I hated Scott for two-timing her! That's a scene where Scott breaks up with Knives for Ramona. Meh. Kawawang bata :/ BUT...she didn't stop wanting Scott--she's a Scottaholic. hehe. Her ways of getting Scoot back is funny because it's what teenagers do..silly. She dated Young Neil (one of Scott's friend), colored her hair blue (like Ramona's). If you'd think Ramona's one stupid teenager you are WRONG. She fought with Scott in the midst of his battle against the exes. She's one hella fighter!!! And her greatest line would be: "Go for her Scott, you'd been fighting for her all along." Awwwwww. ASIAN LOVE! I wish I'd be like her.
Here's a link to the trailer! Enjoy!
P.S.
If you want a good laugh and a kilig: watch this!
hello there reader.
it's 2.12pm. Outside the sky is dark with a hint of continuous rain (the thought pains me. I hate rain). I just sneezed--I am allergic to dust and chocolate. I am in front of Torch which is in front of our broken desktop computer. I am waiting for my cousin's reply, hoping for a positive answer. I didn't take a bath cos mum told me not to since I am all sweaty after cleaning our room. I just finished crying and eating the dark-chocolate flavored Choco Mucho which I got from our store. I am torn between going to taal and not going to taal. I haven't done anything productive the whole sembreak except for a couple of spy missions with my friends, good movies on the tv, date with Alex, and the one time chit-chatting with my idol--the rest is a boring history.
i planned so many things before sembreak, and none of them took place. Well, maybe some, those small almost unnoticed tasks that is pat of a routine. Those extra-unroutinary tasks were merely started but does not have its conclusion yet.
eversince the break started, nanay assumed that ill clean the house. and i did, every once in a while. More time on the internet.
i promised J that ill help him out with his portfolio. and i did, i conceived the idea it just haven't materialized. More time on the internet.
i told myself that i should finish Chuck, read Eco and myth, finish articles. and i did, im on episode 12 of Chuck, 0 Eco, started myth, and started my articles, none finished. More time on the internet.
I wanted to do workouts and build muscles and abs, and i did. There were 2 mornings in my record that I did push-ups and sit-ups. More time on the internet.
Don't get me wrong, I am not saying that my break is a big crap cos it's not. I needed this. I need time to relax, I need time to feel bored and worthless cos it's there where I get the inspiration to do
the extra-unroutinary tasks.
Last night, I prayed:
"God, please guide me, so that i can accomplish the things i needed to do for the day."
And guess what? He did.
This morning after watching The Postman (which is, by the way, another Kevin-Costner/Great movie), I went straight to my room to go net surfing. POOF! The computer isn't working. FML. The first thing that came to my mind was J. Of course, who is the one person (except for mom that'd always keep some parts of the pc) capable of destroying my internet life--MY BROTHER. I checked everything, and then I saw unplugged lines inside the CPU.The pakielamera that I am, I tried connecting them. POOF. Before there were some things displayed on the monitor, the next thing I know there were none. FML for the second time! I told tatay everything... J came home. Hallelujah! Tatay alked to J. But he denied that it was his fault. FML for the third time! And then I sang, "You can put the blame on me. You can put the blame on me. You put the blame on me." yaddah yaddah. Just because I was seen to be the last one to use doesn't mean I broke it! Tatay goes, "Susunod mong sisirain e yung TV. Sinira mo yung laptop. Sinira mo yung cellphone. Ngayon yan naman." FML for the fourth time! I am </3. I can't take it when it's my tatay that's angry. You see, he's the most patient guy I know. And making him angry is like commiting murder!
Yes, God asnwered my prayers. I don't have my oldie computer--NO good internet connection which means it's time to do the extra-unroutinary things. God sent more extra answers: 1.) efficiently utilize the things you have and take good care of them; 2.) don't ask for the things you don't immediately need. it has their own time; 3.) use our time wisely, as the golden motto goes, "Time is gold." Because not everyone is given this privilege; 4.) be humble enough to take blames--even if you know it wasn't your fault--God is a just God.
P.S.
I pray,
"God, pls send someone to fix the computer. A few more days and I'm back to Manila. I'm pretty sure my brother and tatay needs it."
Now, it's fixed. Guess who's the guy? J.
This post is for my mom, for myself, and for the boys out there.
Tragedies would always come, but you know what? You just have to be patient finding the silver lining. Just like Chuck, five years is not so long if the woman for you is Sarah Walker. :)
While my brother was keeping to himself the computer I decided to read Sam's Edith-Hamilton-Greek-myth book.
Zeus
struck me with your bolt
so that I would have the guts
to face the storms of my life.
Hera
Share with me
Your divine prowess
in conceiving fight plans.
Apollo
Sing to me, Apollo.
Show me light.
Heal me by truth.
Kill the Phyton
that strangles my breath.
Artemis
The hunter, show me my wild side.
Bring me closer to nature.
Hunt down the monsters inside me.
If it be time, slay me by your silver arrow.
Aphrodite
Aphrodite with beauty
that is beyond all beauties
in the earth combined,
make me laugh out
all the sorrows that inflict me pain.
Hermes
Hermes! Oh Hermes!
God of Commerce, fly us to success.
With your wings let us travel roads of glory.
Send our plea to the gods in Olympus.
Ares
Ares, god or war.
Order your vultures to scrape off
the decomposing and help the living.
With Eris and Enyo, wage war
to the savages who destroy peace.
Vulcan
Vulcan, build me an armor
that would protect me
from enemy's anger.
So that killing me would be
a mistake he wishes to make.
Vesta
I thank you, o ye Vesta,
for carrying me to the family
I belong to.
Good morning! It's 8:11am on my clock. My digital clock change numbers so fast, which I could barely notice while surfing the internet. I am waiting for 1pm--to see you.
I haven't seen my old good friend/cousin since...last week. Pero parang forever na rin kami di nagkita at nagkausap kasi we talked for half a minute! Bitin yun! And I miss hanging out with this guy--SO MUCH! After graduating from highschool, Alex.
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That was supposed to be my post, but plans change and so is my mind.
We watched Coming Soon, he paid for the food and for the tokens as well...
I only get the chance to know Alex when I entered High school (we are cousins but we don't usually talk whenever there's a family gathering). We are just one section per level, so don't be surprised if everybody almost knows everyone else. Alex and I are both 'nobodys' back in HS, as the saying goes, the birds with the same flock together. We became good friends/cousins. From the start I already knew that we would get along easily, and we did.
How's that?
1. We are blood-related.
2. Alex is not a show-off.
3. We both have a good sense of humor.
4. Alex can be an utu-uto sometimes.
5. Alex is a good listener.
Let us elaborate:
1. Though we are second cousins and there are minute related genes in our system, still THERE ARE. That's why it's easy to be around him; no ayees and yiheees.
I am more of the opposite sex, you know. Don't get me wrong, I am not into liking girls which means I am not a tomboy. I mean I move and dress like a boy. I can relate to their kalokohan. I love listening to their stories--laughtrip! I tend to find girly sheez less exciting.
2. Alex is corner type of boy. If you're looking for him, he is nowhere but the in corners. Haha! No, that's not what I intended to say. What I really meant is that he is meek, though it's not prominent somewhere on his face. I can tell you that he is humble. Alex wanted to keep a low profile and I joined the party! You know high school--full of drama just to get somewhere near stardom. Not going to lie, I used to be one of 'em (eww) until I finally realized how fun it is to be nobody. You can do the most normal, and craziest things without people making any issues out of it.
3. Humor is #1 on my list. If you're itching to be 1 inch close to me, be funny!
Alex has a great sense of humor, our thoughts jive! As if they're one. Of course, with Ivan in the trio. Anu ba! Mukha pa lang funny na! Chos. Dagdagan mo pa ng funny thoughts--WINNER! Nah. kidding with the face, Alex is way way hotter than Empoy kaya! Hihi. Kidding aside, he is gwapo talaga! Hey, I'm not joking, I'm serious! I don't get it! Why do people find it hard to understand when I say Alex is gwapo and so is Ramon Bautista?! Matatalino lang talaga nakakarealize nun. Naaaaahhh. I think their inner personality is beyond what's outside--making them 100x over gwapo-er than Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt.
4. I love Alex for being too gullible, and I love being myself for being to witty and clever. But the best are the BENEFITS. >:)
5. Have you seen those big ears? God purposely gave them to him so that I can share everything to him. I am naked to him (not what you think). I can tell almost everything and get honest advices in return. (I wish I also have that kind of ability.) Nowadays, honesty is what we all need.
Ever since we started College, Alex being in Baguio and I being in Manila made it harder to bond. I miss him like hell! So every vacation time, we never missed to find a day/s to see each other. It's really touching that the feeling became mutual now. It's used to be one way, my way. Lagi na lang ako, ako ako. Puro na lang ako, ako, ako.
If ever I am going to have my man someday, I would be happy to have someone like Alex (but with slight face and body modifications, pls Lord).
P.S.
Dear reader, I am still your average angel. Don't be fooled by what you read. hihi :>
Good job spies! You have completed your second mission. See you around, XYZ/ABC.
"I found God on the corner of first and Amistad."