“My purpose is to____ today.”
26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words: “In five years, will this matter?”
“I am thankful for ___.” Today I accomplished ____.
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NO TALK, NO MISTAKE. I know.
BUT fck, after a long long time, you're the only guy that's making me go GaGa again. What now?!
I HATE YOU!
And know what?! SOME OTHER GUY might even give me those fuckin lilies which make it twice as sad and twice as less special, because he's NOT you. :(
When I got older, things changed. There were no more going visiting Ninongs and Ninangs around Bulacan. Though we still go to Paltao, it wasn't as fun as when we were younger--I do not know if puberty has something to do about it. And when we go home, the only lights on are the ones usually lighted on normal days. And instead of playing Bingo with the rest of the gang, we head straight to bed and if we are in the mood the four of us talk of what's happening in our lives. Updating, you know.
This year, I am hoping for a better celebration of the birth of Christ. We, Fajardos, are going to heat up Paltao with our hot red attire (srsly, I'd rather spend Christmas day in Taal).
Having no good food and gifts/aginaldos are not going to stop me from having fun! Mahirap na ang buhay, naiintindihan ko. But they are not the essence of a true celebration of Christmas--it's about being one with your family in welcoming the Son of God in your lives. Lezz enjoy the season and HAVE FUN!:)
YOU. I am sorry that the only time we can talk is every vacation.
YOU. I am sorry that I pay you no attention whenever I'm too busy at school.
YOU. I am sorry that I did not reply to your messages when you were so worried about me.
YOU. I am sorry that I only come to you when I do not have anything to do.
YOU. I am sorry that I am missing you right now.
YOU. I am sorry that I do not know exactly what I'm feeling for you.
YOU. I am sorry that I hurt you many times over and I never learned.
Now, if you are trying to get back on me, sorry, I am fragile--I break down easily and you wouldn't enjoy crushing me.
Thanks Google! |
Isa sa pinaka-ayaw kong feeling sa mundo ay ang feeling ng pagluwas ng sobrang aga!
I had only been to Tagaytay once during a field trip. It was way back elementary. I can't remember anything that made that field trip memorable except for the souvenirs I bought and the Palace in the Sky (i remember).
Aba'y akalain mong makakabalik pala ulit ako dun sa hindi inaasahang pagkakataon!
Nov. 12, 2010. 3:00pm
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Samuel Rios: Pwede ba kayo Tagaytay ngayon?
Janina talking to Alix
Janina: Alix, game ka Tagaytay? Now after ng meeting.
Alix: e I have to study for Eco pa... Uwi rin ba? Til what time?
Janina: Ok, I'll ask.
Janina replying to Kuya Sam
Janina: Kuya, mga what time raw tayo makakauwi? Sinu-sino? What time ba tayo alis?
Samuel Rios: Pwede ba kayo ng 4? Tayo lang, kasama si Adrian. Wala pa siguro 10 nakabalik na tayo UST.
Janina told Alix Kuya Sam's reply
Alix: E you are going to teach me Eco when we get back.
Janina: Sure! Yun lang pala eh!
Janina replying to Kuya Sam
Janina: Kuya Sam, we're going!
So let the spontaneous Tagaytay trip begin!
The traffic on our way to Taguig to pick up Kuya Adrian is breaking our heads and patience, especially Kuya A's.
Kuya A: Sam, asan na ba kayo?!
Sam: Dito na sa McKinley Hill
Actually, we were just about to pass Resorts World. LOL
After the long wait, we finally arrived at Kuya A's workplace, then head straight to our destination. But our luck looks like its having its toll--the highway doesn't even an inch like a highway--HEAVY TRAFFIC!
To kill time, we had this Heart Talks 101 with Kuya A being the presider. Everything he told us really worked for me, especially the not-to-put-my-arm-up-when-a-man-is-sitting-beside-me advice. Our two Kuyas even have evaluation of me and Alix
Kuya A: Ikaw Alix, napapansin ko bukaka ka nang bukaka. Hindi maganda yon.
Kuya S: Oo nga, Alix!
Kuya A: Ikaw naman Janina para kang bata. Kaya madali kang maloko! Parang gustung-gusto mo pa naglalaro ng Barbie!
Kuya S: Masyado kang friendly, ineng. Baka di mo alam natatake advantage ka na!
The traffic made us hungry so we stopped in Petron to have a snack. (Oh! I remember highschool retreat!) After the McDo treat, we were ready to go back to our road trip/food partey.
Kuya Sam seems to be so familiar with all the shortcuts around Tagaytay, because we drove into this dark subdivision that doesnt even look like a subdivision--the roads are like pilapil in Pulo (the place we usually go for biking).
Kuya Sam was horsing around scarring me and Alix. He was turning off the lights and opening the window while we were passing through the pilapil road. Here's the thing: beside us was a cemetery. :/ But I wasn't scared of seeing ghosts at all (though, I'm afraid that if ever I'd see one it would follow me back home) because there's four of us and the more the braver I am. What scares me is the "unexpected" or what you call accident. I had once before and I don't wanna relive the scenes again, nor have my parents fetch me up in a hospital without even knowing I was going to Tagaytay. That would be a DOUBLE WHAMMY for me!
Photo credits to the person who posted this in Google. Tagaytay's Carlos' Pizza |
Kuya Sam |
Kuya Adrian (Imagine this guy giving advices about love and all that) |
Me and Alix |
This is not a very serious post. You don't have to panic and call the police after reading this. >:)
On our way to Manila, Euniece (my cousin) and I rode the Baliwag Transit. As I pay 100Php to Manong Konduktor, I noticed that he was staring. I thought that there was a problem and asked, "Kuya, may problema po ba? (Kuya, is there any problem)" Instead of answering, he winked. *goosebumps* O_o If that did not creep you up, her's more...
When he was about to go to the other passengers, he whispered, "Kung bata-bata lang ako niligawan na kita.(If I am younger than my age, I would definitely woe you)"
Geeezzzz. A 60+ y/o manong telling me these things?!! What is happening to the world?!!!
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On our way to Bulacan, agaiu, we rode the Baliwag Transit. Due to lack of seat, I had no choice but to sit beside the driver and Euniece at the back. When the Kuya Konduktor was about to do his job, he told me to wave my hand because I was their muse. Meh. :/
After issuing tickets and collecting fare, he sat next to me and started the conversation.
Kuya Konduktor: Kapatid mo ba yung nasa likod (Is the girl at the back your sister?"
J: Hindi po...pi-- (No, cou--)
KK: Gelpren mo ba? Gelpren? (Is she your girlfriend?)
J: Naku, hindi po! Pinsan ko po yan. (Oh no! She's my cousin)
KK: Ah.. Laki kasi ng boses mo pre eh. (Ahh. Big voice you got there, bro)
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Just WTF?! Hahaha. Whatta experience!