I miss my B.
I miss my friend.
I miss how we were used to be before:
               all these problems came rushing down on ME.

I don't wanna tell him cos I don't want him to get too worried.
But know what? It makes me move farther away from him. I walk away from him.

I know what side he's going to be in.
                          He's too predictable.

I don't know. They say be careful what you wish for:
        Can he be not too loyal?

But who cares?! I don't know.
Am I being selfish? I DON'T KNOW.

What to do? What to do? I don't know.
But I know, I need some space.

Young, wild, and free.
We are not each other's priority.
   Enjoy what we have, not getting any deeper.
We might drown, and what we have might die.